It's been awhile.
Hi blog!
I've been quite busy, sorry i have not written anything as of late. It's true, yes, I have a new boyfriend, which is why I've been so busy, and it's even more true that, yes, I only have time to write in this thing now is because we are suffering through our first fight. I can't win.
I'm graduating college in less than a week. Where did the time go? It feels like yesterday my parents, brother, and Ali were all giving me hugs on the side of Reilly Hall as I was crying my eyes out, terrified by my new roomate (who turned out to be awesome, for clarification). And now it's over. 2 finals. 1 ceremony. 12 family members. Time spent in college--priceless. Well, turns out, rather pricey, but eh.
It's bittersweet. I'm kinda like WHOO HOO no more exams, no more webct, no more stupid people that I've wanted to get away from for four years now...but really, I'm just not ready. I'm not going to do well in the real world, because I, well, I live in a dream world. It's fluffy and pink and filled with money whenever I need it. And now I'm being thrust into a cold, dark lonely place called Adulthood. Dun dun duuuuuuuun.
Wow, for being in a terrible mood, I'm awfullly clever tonight.
Anyway, I hope I figure out what I want to do with my life pretty soon, cause if not, my mom and dad may just kill me. The doctor vs. family dilemma is an ongoing inner monologue thingie, and family is kinda winning. Which is annoying the crap outta me because I know I have "it" whatever it is, to be a damn good doctor. I just don't think I"m willing to give myself away to others so much so that I can't have my own life. It takes someone with "it" and an element of crazy, which I also have, but a different kind.
Blah blah blah, huh? What a wordy mo fo. Let's see, what else....
Well, my roomie has worse problems, she was in a car accident that totaled her car and her skin (shards of glass=owie). So wish her good happy quick recovery thoughts cause we love her and want her better as quick as possible.
Ok I think it's time for a shower and bed because I feel blue and think it's best to sleep off blue.
G'night~
I've been quite busy, sorry i have not written anything as of late. It's true, yes, I have a new boyfriend, which is why I've been so busy, and it's even more true that, yes, I only have time to write in this thing now is because we are suffering through our first fight. I can't win.
I'm graduating college in less than a week. Where did the time go? It feels like yesterday my parents, brother, and Ali were all giving me hugs on the side of Reilly Hall as I was crying my eyes out, terrified by my new roomate (who turned out to be awesome, for clarification). And now it's over. 2 finals. 1 ceremony. 12 family members. Time spent in college--priceless. Well, turns out, rather pricey, but eh.
It's bittersweet. I'm kinda like WHOO HOO no more exams, no more webct, no more stupid people that I've wanted to get away from for four years now...but really, I'm just not ready. I'm not going to do well in the real world, because I, well, I live in a dream world. It's fluffy and pink and filled with money whenever I need it. And now I'm being thrust into a cold, dark lonely place called Adulthood. Dun dun duuuuuuuun.
Wow, for being in a terrible mood, I'm awfullly clever tonight.
Anyway, I hope I figure out what I want to do with my life pretty soon, cause if not, my mom and dad may just kill me. The doctor vs. family dilemma is an ongoing inner monologue thingie, and family is kinda winning. Which is annoying the crap outta me because I know I have "it" whatever it is, to be a damn good doctor. I just don't think I"m willing to give myself away to others so much so that I can't have my own life. It takes someone with "it" and an element of crazy, which I also have, but a different kind.
Blah blah blah, huh? What a wordy mo fo. Let's see, what else....
Well, my roomie has worse problems, she was in a car accident that totaled her car and her skin (shards of glass=owie). So wish her good happy quick recovery thoughts cause we love her and want her better as quick as possible.
Ok I think it's time for a shower and bed because I feel blue and think it's best to sleep off blue.
G'night~
posted by Eek! @ 10:50 PM
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